Going into Town

Resident Evil: Director's Cut Arrange Mode

Total Time: 4 hours, 36 minutes

# of saves: 22

Ending: Bad

So that run could have went better. As for the ending, I plead ignorance; by the time I remembered how to save Barry it was too late, and in all of my dying and replaying sections of the game, I completely forgot to grab the first MO disk in order to save Chris. It may have been a blessing in disguise though – I was hanging on by a thread with no health items and very little ammo, and as it turns out the bad ending also means you don't have to do the final Tyrant fight.

So now that I can put Resident Evil: Director's Cut aside again, the question is whether or not I still feel the game holds up today. Truth is I'm probably not the best person to answer this question. Despite what my performance says I still know the game very well, so it wasn't even a reasonable facsimile of someone who were playing the game blind in 2011. On top of that, Resident Evil was my first Playstation game, and at the time I hadn't played a game with this kind of scope in terms of exploration and presentation (Super Metroid not withstanding, but alas I wasn't old enough to 'get' the subtle nuance of that game and therefore it was lost on me), so although it's not my favorite survival horror or even Resident Evil game, I still have a lot of nostalgia for it.

That said, it's no secret that people like me who enjoy the slower pace and more open ended nature of games like these are in the minority. Resident Evil is not a game that is kind to the player (or at least, not the arrange mode – apparently the only mode I've ever played increases the enemy count and also makes them tougher to destroy), in ways that can be just frustrating unless you properly pace out your saving. It was during a generation of gaming where the hobby didn't have the same demographics and sales numbers it does today, or to put it bluntly, it didn't need to be accessible in order to be competitive. I don't prescribe to the theory that accessible gaming automatically means dumbed down – Resident Evil 4 is a very smart game in it's own right. It's just different. I've accepted that Resident Evil is very different now than it was in 1995 – and I've got other games to play that aren't looking to appeal to everyone, just older gamers like me. And there's nothing wrong with either style.

Ok, enough of Resident Evil, let's talk Silent Hill.

Silent Hill

Day 1

Alchemilla Hospital

So I'm cheating a bit with this one. I'm starting from a save at Midwhich Elementary that I've had on my Playstation 3 from when I first bought the game off of PSN. It's not that far into the game and arguably when it starts to get fun. Apparently I remember this game a lot better than I do Resident Evil, which is funny being that I've played the latter about a dozen more times than I ever played Silent Hill 1.

Truth be told, I never owned a copy of Silent Hill when it was new. I read a magazine strategy guide around the time the game came out. It sounded different, so I rented and beat the game during the rental period. At the time I thought it was pretty good and didn't think about it ever again until the sequel was released years later, at which point I became obsessed with the series like the rest of the internet. Since then I've played SH1 maybe two or three more times. All told, I don't have the same experience with this game the way I do others in the genre.

Like before, I'll do a full post later in the week, but here are some quick observations -

• The game forgoes the majority of Resident Evil's resource management. There's no limited inventory, you can save as much as you want (in save rooms anyway) and health and ammo are handed out like candy.
• Amazingly, the above doesn't do anything to kill the tension. Silent Hill isn't afraid to pack a hallway full of enemies, all of which can kill you very quickly if your finger isn't mashing the inventory button. You wouldn't think Silent Hill would be more of an action game, but there you go!
• The jammed doors are still annoying, but it's nice that they serve the function of being rooms you can enter in the dark world to give the two versions of the dungeons some degrees of separation. It makes their inclusion in later Silent Hill games seem unnecessary.

On Zombies, Demons and Stupid Deaths

Resident Evil: Director's Cut Arrange Mode

Day 2

Mansion revisited

So I didn't quite make it to my goal. In my defense, that's because I'm a lot worse at this game than I remember. Thankfully not as bad as I probably should be having not played it in the last 5 years at least, but that's mostly a testament to how much time I wasted playing the thing when I first owned it.

One significant difference between now and then however is that I don't get the urge to snap the controller in two every time I die. Instead, I collect my thoughts, figure out how best to avoid dieing when I try again, and reload my save despite losing a good fifteen to half hour of progress. Maybe that's a sign that I'm more mature now... or that I've been playing a lot of Demon's Souls lately.

If that last comment seems in jest, it isn't (okay, maybe a little). In fact, I'd say that the reason some people reject Demon's Souls without getting more than an hour into the game is the same reason that many have dismissed the older style of Resident Evil gameplay; both of them utilize risk and reward as the core game mechanic.

Everything from managing your resources, the enemy AI, even the controls like I mentioned in Resident Evil's case center around the same principals; they require meticulous planning, careful execution, and the penalties for missteps range from severe at best, dire at worst. Yet the payout for successful play is balanced out; in Demon's Souls it means faster leveling, in Resident Evil it means more resources for the harder challenges ahead. Despite being two very different games, the only real way they differ is how they handle failure; in Demon's Souls you are warped back to the hub and simply lose any experience you've earned up to that point, and even then you're given the chance to recover it with interest. Resident Evil simply places you back at wherever you happened to save last, regardless of if it was 5 minutes ago, or 2 hours.

Forget the 32-bit era's graphical fidelity and tank controls, if there's one thing that's damned old school Resident Evil to the realm of the obsolete, it's the saving the game. I don't even mean the illusion of limited saving, but lack of places to save. Much of the significant time I spent playing was retracing progress through safe rooms to grab important items and resources, just to be killed before the next save room and sent back and forced to repeat the tedious parts until I did the action segments right. Either the game needs to rethink it's punishment for failure in such a way that doesn't kill the tension, or maybe include a safe room or two more in the mansion.

Regardless, I'm glad that I can still have fun with this style of gameplay, dated though it may be. It might not be what sells millions of copies anymore, but there's always room for niche titles like Demon's Souls (and it's younger brother Dark Souls) and indie darlings like Spelunky to fill those gaps. Okay, off to polish the game off so I can move on to the next horror title.

Jill! Head for that house!

Resident Evil: Director's Cut Arrange Mode

Day 1 -Stopped just before leaving the Mansion

The internet has spoken, so I started my new game of Resident Evil: Director's Cut as Jill Valentine. Sorry, one guy who picked Chris! If it's any solace, I'll now be playing as Chris if time permits and I can play the REmake later this month.

I didn't get to play until late last night, so I stopped a modest way into the game; so far I've beaten the snake boss and collected all three medals so I can resume at the gardens tomorrow. I'd like to try and get to the labs if time permits so I can knock this game out in a reasonable fashion – I've still got a long list of games I'd like to get to before Halloween comes and goes.

Next time I'll go a little more in-depth with a topic, but here's a couple of quick musings I thought about while playing:

• Tank controls have a learning curve, but they aren't 'bad' for say. It took a little getting used to before I was turning corners like a champ again. It's pretty obvious playing the game that they were a deliberate handicap, much like the delayed whip controls in the original Castlevania. I would never defend the game's decision to utilize it as good design however; if there's one thing that should never have a learning curve, it's the controls.

• The game does a really great job of creating tension via gameplay and smart design rather than through non-interactive cutscenes. Even though I know where all the jump scares are, shooting a dog whose aiming for my jugular when I'm one hit close to death damn near gives me a coronary every time. Anyone who outright dismisses the game's scare factor for solely relying on jumps must have nerves of steel, man. That or is just much better at the game than I am.

• I really, really miss this kind of exploration in games. It's true the majority of time you're playing a fetch quest, but traps like falling ceilings and exits sealing off when you take a key item makes the game feel like an R-rated Indiana Jones adventure.

• Barry Burton is still my hero. That man can carry me off into the sunset anytime.

Erm... About that last part. Forget I said anything.

I don't want your damn candy

It's not a big secret that Halloween doesn't do anything for me. For one thing, there's not a whole lot of candy I even like. Dressing up doesn't do a lot for me, either; it requires a large dedication of time and money, two things I don't have a lot of to feel uncomfortable in some stodgy costume or suit for a few hours. It's not the celebration I mind - it's the strict dress code.

The one good thing I cherish is that it gives me an excuse to revisit my favorite horror movies and video games every year. Don't get me wrong, I'm not the kind of person that shackles himself to tradition. It's the general feeling of the season that gets me in the mood for one of my favorite genres (and the constant reminder from other people's decorations also help).

With a little over two weeks left until October 31st, it seems like as good as time as any to start planning my Halloween gaming schedule. I mapped out a few games I haven't played to completion for a couple years or more, which includes an unsurprisingly staggering amount of Resident Evil titles. In particular I'm looking forward to checking out Resident Evil 4 again; the last (and only) time I played it, I remember having a lot of fun but not liking it as much as the older games due to personal tastes. Now that I'm older, I have a much lower tolerance for obtrusive design so who knows? Maybe I'll conform to the status quo and realize I like it better than it's older siblings.

I'm getting a head of myself, though. For now I have more important things to consider; like who to play through Resident Evil 1: Director's Cut as, Jill or Chris?

Day 1

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